Fell off the wagon

It all started with my grandma's birthday. I saw the cookies and even though I had no desire to even take a bite the whole cookie was gone under a minute. Then I saw rice and thought well shit I'm just going to continue my diet tomorrow like I told myself....Nooope.

I plan on starting back on Monday, but I do have to say that I'm proud I went 4 days without the bad stuff for myself. I even lost 4lbs... I was actually at 163 and finally hit 159. Ah well.

Day 4

So I woke up extremely late this morning, or should I say afternoon. I've been trying to get my hours adjusted again, well because school starts in 2 weeks.
I signed up for a gym class with one of my favorite coaches and she literally kicks your a** I remember crying so much because of all the pain, but hey, I fit into all of my old dresses and even went down to a size 10. :)

My weight goal is to at least hit 130 and if I go any lower I'd be happy with that too.
But whats getting to me is that I don't have the desire to eat anything right now. I feel sluggish, temptations of bread are gone I really don't want one but a little bit of these chips call Taki's are on my mind. There these rolled up dorito chips drenched in this chili lime powder. (Making my mouth water) Then of course its those killer chicken strips with ranch dressing...omg. I have to stop doing that to myself lol.

Anyways I'll probably be eating something soon. I'm starting to feel a little hungry now. Probably some Tuna with diced celery and tomatoes and of course lemon.




Oh and one more thing. I found about every single ingredient at the dollar store, you know certain wines that recipes from the South Beach book has its all in that store, so I won't be going to food 4 less or Albertsons. :D

Day 3 Continued

So earlier today I was fighting the urge not to eat Taco bell, I ate some of the meat and cheese, after I found out that taco bell is really tofu. It tasted so delicious, but afterwards I started complaining and crying cause I was so hungry...(I know your not supposed to go hungry on this diet)
I had two hard boiled eggs which was ok... it sucks being on this diet when I don't have any money. But of course there's the dollar store! There was a lot of packaged salmon, salmon and more salmon...so I told myself what the hell, I'll eat it. I went home grabbed the George Foreman and threw some lemon pepper on top of it, saute some vegetables threw a little bit of sea salt and tasted amazing.

And for desert 80 calorie Sugar free chocolate pudding. MmmMmm...Good.

Day 3

So I haven't had time to check how much I weigh because I don't have a scale, but I'm planning on buying one next week.
Anyways, Day 3 is a little hectic right now, I'm pretty sick of eggs for mornings, but I found some great recipes for it on the internet. I started using the VHS (very 90's) 30 minute workout called. "Walk the pounds away"...something like that, and so far I love it. I currently weigh 163lbs and I find it weird that everyone says I look the same. My body hides my fat very well.


I'm normally around 145 and seeing that I gained almost 20lbs is a huge shock. The thing about me is, if I'm depressed I tend to "eat my feelings" I don't eat much junk food, and there isn't much junk food around the house as it is, because my father is a diabetic. Cafeteria food at the college is so delicious but its the most fattening food, my favorite is the breakfast and the lunches there, they have fruit but to be honest its really disgusting. Don't get me wrong I LOVE fruit but for some odd reason the college fruit sucks.

So that is my small update for the day. I'll come back if anything changes.
Thanks for reading.

~Danielle...